Monday, April 26, 2004

...And the Reason is You...


Sometimes you will realize something that you must do, even if it will hurt you.... =(x_x)=. Thus, this song as my current anthem....



The Reason
Hoobastank


I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Sunday, April 25, 2004

...Blogged For the First Time


Me, blogging? No kidding.


I miss my journal writing...Until September 2001, I was writing my diary entries every night on spare notebooks, recounting all events that happened on a certain day, whether they are memorable, miserable, or anything in between, or just air my thoughts on those hapless sheets of paper.


I actually tried to revive it on January 1, 2003. It featured a total recall of all events I could remember that took place in 2002. Well, I ended up recalling only those that happened from January to July 2002!


Fate gave me a chance when I discovered this easyjournal thing, a journal-making website introduced to me by my good friend Clair in May 2003. I said to myself that I could actually revive my journal writing, this time online. Besides, I can have some time off to type in some things while I do my job in Phoenix Publishing back
then.


Or so I thought....


That year, my last journal entry was June 21, and I wrote a short one on January 10, 2004! Wow, such a long time. And I did so because I was so overjoyed because I found a new friend....um, never mind. Well, the last one was
March 9, when I was in the brink of depression because I fe...um, well, forget it.


Now comes the blogging....


I really never thought of doing this thing called "blogging"...whatever that means. Its just that I just got interested becuase I read the blogs of Macky and Adrian, my former Math 17 students. Why not give it a try, I thought....


Now, here I am, being transformed into a blogging being, posting my thoughts and angst once again, this time in a different medium, in a different venue.


Me, blogging? Why not? ^_^


Note: Since my blog is relatively new, its appearance may look so dull and ordinary...but for now. More improvements will come as soon as I grasped this whole thing, okay? Give me time....